I wish to be the best
I want to be the best
But is talk is all that's left
Am I going to leave everything to rest
Or should I work and pass the test
Well will I leave the net
That's holding me back from being the best
I know the road is long but I am ready for the test
I pray to God because without him I would never achieve
I wouldn't be ever recive the gifts  that I already have
I want to get out of my chest that I would never accomplish anything and that I would never be the best.
I am stuck in a black hole where I believe nothing is going my way and as much as I fight I find out I fall even deeper.
I never gave up but as I go my emotions play it's game
I feel down a lot and sometimes it gets to a point where I feel insane
I question myself wether I will ever reach my goal
Will I be the best doctor the world has ever known
Or will I still fall back to the unknown.
Am I a good person or am I hurting people's souls
These questions I ask everyday I wake up and when I go home
I wish I had no worries I even fear being alone
I hope I can deal with this pressure and move on but only God will help me get out of this dome.