Family Christmas party
Food laugh love
I feel this until I don't
I'm hiding in the bathroom
Head is pounding
Eyes lost
I just need to get out of here
But I can't
Why come to a party when you just say hi and leave?
It's the medicine talking
I don't even know
I just feel like death would be best
But I know it won't be
And that's what hurts the most.
I'm stuck between living and dying and it makes the simplest things seem so complex.