It seems I'm destined to be an outcast. Why can't anything ever last? I'm probably just too focused on the past. I feel like I'm ready to make this breathe my last. But the reality of it is that I don't wanna die. I'm just so ******* sick of fake friends and lies. I know that giving up is pathetic. But lately I've been feeling the opposite of copacetic. But when you're always left wandering alone, You start losing hope for ever finding home. I wanna get up and live the life of my dreams. I don't need much just use your key. Searching for someone to unlock my heart. But it seems again I'm falling apart. What makes this time different is I'm a little bit stronger. So I'll get up again and try a little bit longer.