stop*

just stop

i don't know why
  but i can't stop thinking about him

it's like i'm sinking in a never ending
   ocean of thoughts about him

am i sick or something?
i wish i had a lever to pull in my mind

so i can stop thinking about him
  and how he's so kind

and lovely

and amazing

and perfect

and funny

and rad

but to me that's bad
  because if i get too attached
    i'll soon be hurt and sad.