It's strange, sad and amazing to think that no matter how hard you work, how much courage you use to put yourself out into the world that is already consumed with so much hate and despite all of the pressure you feel to hide out of fear of rejection, no matter what you do or how much you try there is always that one person who can still make you feel as small as an ant on the ground and without saying anything they Can make you feel so insignificant. It's heartbreaking that you will never be good enough for some people, even family.