i live in the sea. full of hundreds of monsters. there is one that hides in the reef. he smiles sometimes, but the sharks and the octopi threaten to ****. he hides, scared of the world. so scared that he won't come out. even when i tell him it's alright. then he left for good. i barely see that fish anymore, he doesn't swim about like he used to. found a spot deep in that reef to bury his soul. so deep that nobody can find him, so deep nobody can hears his silent calls for help. he's drowning in life, and soon he'll disappear from this deep blue sea.