If to love you was a gamble, I would be all in If wanting you was taboo, oh you know that I would sin If it took miles and miles of climbing, I would not give in Just to hold you darling I would **** a hundred men But I know that as of lately you could never feel the same So when I am around you, girl I go straight insane I want you to be happy and happy you do seem But I've never felt the same since the night you stayed with me Did you want to crush me, did you try to lead me on Or was I just an object to you, something warm and strong You gave me hope of having you because right then I did And despite all the pain it put us through I'd do it all again Because it seemed so real So genuine and clean You made me so **** happy Time spent with you was a dream
Soon I will find love again and probably get hurt I hope your there to pick me up when I fall in the dirt Maybe we can't be together, yes I understand But I don't have to own you, I have no demands I want you to be happy and I want to move on But please don't ever think that means I want you to be gone I still want to laugh with you about this mess called life I still want to listen, and offer up advice I still want to be a friend, not just a passing nod Don't let one mistake you made make all that's right feel wrong
Written in March of 2015. Sometimes the hardest things to get over are the things you never really got the chance to have.