sometimes i sink to depths of despair that leave me gasping for air in claustrophobic spaces then i hear a voice calling me to rejoin the chorus of life sometimes i think it's the end and that i'm finally spiked and dried no more clinging flesh or sightless eyeballs just a mounful song swishing through my skeleton then i hear a voice urging me on telling me to rise up and soar into the blue heavens where anachronistic melodies play on rusty harmonicas trapped in gravity then sometimes i think i'm dreaming when life bubbles and is exuberant in my heart that's full of melodious chants