I'm tired of hearing you talk

whining of what can't ever be

Boy please save it

I've heard it all before

Ya sound like a broken record

Repeating yourself over and over

Did you know everything is always "I"

Haven't ya heard there's no "I's" in TEAM

Complaining so much all the time of

What someone has done to "you" or didn't give to you

Did you know

You're always pointing your finger towards what another has done

Complaining how someone else was the one

it's just never because of you

Well blame me if you must

I really don't give a ****

I'm not going to change for you

or do the **** you think I ought to

Sadly you've assumed my life revolves round you

You talk of everything I've done

Like I held you hostage with a gun

As if I can make anyone do a **** thing

This is where we're so completely

different

Your claim of gaining a backbone

as if I've ever stopped you

My faults are my own

I have a daily reminders

So I surely don't need you constantly

making sure I know where I've went wrong

You want friendship  which isn't a problem but

don't make it seems as if I'm begging
for it
or
I'm the whole reason you left

You've planned on it way before the fight

Because I wasn't giving in to your demands

not allowing myself to suffer again

If it's part you and me

Why is it

My flaws are always talked of & pointed out

My deeds always mentioned & not forgiven

I wonder do you ever look to what you've done

You assume you've only hurt me

with your lies  & empty promises

Stole & took some of the best parts of me

Children are like eyes

Their the windows to our souls

So coldly where You
with an empty heart

You walked away
&
Left them in pain

And think things will be different

Forgive and forgotten huh

Well I'll tell you what

When I see a man

The one so long ago
who knew right from wrong
&
Cared enough to be better then this

Maybe I'll change my thinking

But until then You'll

Be just another guy

who fed me & the kids

A bunch of

LIES!

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