i had a dream the other day that a flashlight shone bright, cutting between the ribs of night and using my free hands, i cupped it's ***** within my palm and watched in silent fixation as slight particles breeched between my bleached out fingers, to aliken the feeling of exposure heating the sole of my hand to skinning rays of a full moon is a woeful plight. i'm not sure how i got here, but i know it feels desperate to try to stay