i love you i'm so confused how do you feel about me?
how can you tell me that you've "liked" me (air quotes) since we met, that you would be upset if i had a boyfriend, that you imagine a future with me
how can you touch me (almost) everywhere & bite me & sleep in your bed with me
but then act like none of that happened & tell me that you're ******* another random guy that you met on Grindr
but then two days later you're back your face between my ******* in a public restaurant your hands seductive
why do you tease me? do you want me or not? do you even know what you want?
i know you have a lot of things on your mind i know this is confusing for you but you have to see you're involving me in this too you have to see this is no longer just about your feelings because you tangled mine up in yours
but the thing is that i love you no matter what whether you're gay or bi or anything else whether you might be bipolar or have borderline personality disorder whether you are my best friend or my boyfriend or (other)
but i'm scared of loving you & i think you already know all of the things i just said so i might never say any of this out loud