When you fail something thus falling deep into hopelessness. Like quick sand pulling you under so hard to breathe in it. This is when you need to stand firm, praying to the Creator. Thus crying out for strength and perseverance to hold on. At least long enough to be strengthen in Christ strength. Holding on to the Christ whom is the lifebuoy here. For only by holding on tightly to him shall we survive. For this world right now is such an dangerous place. To live in with all of these people killing others for nothing.