did you know that I cried on the way home from your house after our first kiss? it was almost as if my body hadn't known warmth until your lips touched mine as if my apathy was melted away by your touch I don't ******* know much but I know about you I know you hate how your hair curls up when it rains, but love the smell the rain leaves behind and I know you don't like my sad music, but still kiss me when I sing to it you hate going to your dads, and you like to be the little spoon your lips part slowly, not fast and every time you tell me we're going to eat healthy, you look at me with these eyes and I know we're not when you cry your eyes get the brightest shade of green, and God I hate it but I love it at the same time when you fall asleep you shake and twitch, but you don't like to believe it youre good with your hands, and your lips, and your eyes your heart monitor used to go off when we would make out outside your house and you like that my head is cluttered, but sometimes you wish you could fix it so maybe I don't know where we're going or remember where we've been but I know every inch of you like the boards on the dock we used to sneak out on and I can love you better than any ******* who will ever think they have you figured out.