This strength that keeps me moving even though I want to give up. Is not mine but Christ, Spirit which dwells within me always strength. I, myself am a failure whom fails at everything that I have done here. Once I get a idea to do something, Christ then strengthen me for the battle. For it is him that goes forth unto the victory of succeeding here. For its his strength that I rely on as well as his Spirit within me also. So he is the one within me that is using me to fight this here battle. He is using me as well as others to reveal himself to this world here. So that some of them shall see the truth , thus running to him as well.