love
I hate it
well isn't that an oxymoron
I keep trying to find it
but when I do it's still not available
you see you have it
but you won't give it to me
you say
"go find it somewhere else"
but i can't
was it even love?
if it dies away
will we still have it,
if I stay away?
I don't know
and I won't say
how I feel anymore
because I'm just doing what you want
& showing faith
leaving you is what you want
and I hope it won't be long or feel long until I see you again