A purple knowing bruise On the side of my hand Walls or the bathroom sink Alcohol licking my insides I haven't been this worn out In what seems like a long time.
Cocktails we so sadly but Eloquently cheers You in your big baggy work tshirt You pay and kiss my lips But can't risk Further heart destruction You did not deny That you are worse off than me But you say my name and give me Such love Even though You will never be I represented old Hollywood glamour As people passed us on the street I noticed for the first time What we must really look like together.
Your eyes and body longing We would reach across the table Talking for miles and miles As if we were over seas Or plotting potions To make the other one Understand.
I watched a horse drawn carriage pass me by In the Deep South tonight And all I could think-- Just such deep pity for that wild Horse.
Hands free, my dress flying in the winds around me I had a moment at dinner tonight Where I thought: "I might go back to the hotel and weep tonight before bed."
Warnings of riots, violence surrounds us But even in my worst moments I scrounge up every effort To just ******* give kindness.
Mothering my mother I told papa it was walnuts I look around at my glowing family Not drinking, to everyone's big surprise And perhaps, disappointment Because my body and my face Has recently become the epitome Of liquid but so FREE Poison But I thought: I thought. I thought so many little And monumental things.
Will anyone ever be good enough? Jaguars leave behind a special scent But as soon as the sun comes out It dissipates.