Before inconsolable Before despairing Before broken Noone there No caring. Before dejected Before rejected Only by my looks And reading books Did I get respected. Before worthless At least feeling so, Before a ****, a dirt ball A sleeze bag ***! Before I came to be Before I came to know. Me! I found out I realized I understood I wasn't what I was told I wasn't what I was Made to be. I was someone beautiful I reflected who God Made me.