i've come to realise something
there comes a time
when after pining over that someone
whether it's because of his looks
or his personality
or the way he talks to you
or the way he makes you feel like home
and despite you feeling all this
        and you've been telling yourself
        no way, i do not like him
he feels nothing
you know that you are nothing to him
and you tire
after pining over him for so long
you realise nothing is over going to happen
so you give up, you feel nothing
is it an emptiness?
or just ignorance?
or is it just the state of extreme emotional fatigue?
doesn't really matter.