Chaos all around me No peace to be found My mind is racing Suicide looking good Nothing to lift me up No one around I try to make things right But I haven't got very far Nor am I close in sight Just wishing upon a ******* star I feel the weight **** weighing me down I want to hate No one is around I want to leave this place Fly away to a secured island But I can't feel my face All there ever was Was my ****** up sin