Nothing to show for this life of mine
I float gloat smoke in my throat
choke silently violently all in my mind
My own worst enemy is greater more powerful &  stronger than it's worst you believe it to be
Let me free, break this need to satisfy
the sick ghost living within me
The earth, my moon makes me happy all it's richness, truth of beauty, vibrant colors lasting up into the night
I long for a reality where I exist with all control I'll pay the toll freedom to do what is right
Let me free, break this need I wanna have my life to just be ME