As I let reality sink in & begin to think
removing him will erase the situation I am in
I do not bother to show these emotions I have for him
in which I bottle up, & hide within
Because my feelings are the reason for this mess I am in
Yet, he disappeares into the distance
letting me finally accept our destiny
Then comes around unexpectedly
tearing me into pieces once again
Leaving me with thoughts of what ifs
which honestly, only make me sick
I am tired of having to deal with this
& when he begins to ask himself
"Why does she seem so emotionless"
He will have to analyze his actions, & words
& respond "I have caused this."