Feeling trapped.
Trying to gain all the things that i lack.
I miss your sweet embrace.
But darling, i know i'm too late.
I don't even know if i feel like the real me.
I'm trying everything i can, do you hear my plea?
Unwanted in every room.
How did this reality become true?
What happened to having a family and friends?
I don't know if i'll ever mend.
Moving forward only feeling like a burden.
Fearing the day they'll close the curtain.
But i want to get out of the place i'm in.
Find your warm gaze again, even though our love may be a sin.
Was it ever love?
Or just a trance you had me in?
Whatever our fate may be, you never really leave my mind.
I just wish you wanted me the way i want you.
But i guess there's just not enough time to get you back on my side.
Were you ever on my side in the first place?
Whatever the truth is, i guess it's just not my fate.
I just wish you knew how much you mean to me.
I'm sitting here losing my sanity.
Trying to figure out what went wrong.
I guess it was just in the cards.
Who knew life without you would be this hard.
But i hope you find happiness in everything you do.
You were my everything, i'm just sorry i couldn't make your dreams come true.