Being suicidal Doesn't mean you try to take your own life Sometimes it means Pushing others away So you have less of a reason to live And waking up Evey day And just saying "**** it" To everyone who walks your way Sometimes it means Eating less so you'll die of starvation Or not wearing a jacket So you'll get sick and die Or not looking both ways Before crossing the street Because you don't care if you get hit by a car Or cutting your wrist so you feel numb Sometimes it means Hiding every emotion Deep down Until you finally break Scaring everyone away.