I feel so lost, i feel so alone But isn't that what i wished for? Isn't that what I deserve? To know the greeting sorrow of being in love The demons inside me now raging out of control I want to fly away, fly away, like a free, fearless dove The ongoing war inside me is one I can't ignore, one i cant shove I am broken yet I'm still fixed This fabrication of happiness we wear like a concealed glove To hide away the broken pieces of us like dark secrets kept hushed
Yet mere words can crumble us, turn us into dust words can haunt you, taunt you, until you burst This world teaches you to expect the worst Maybe I should have never learned to trust Maybe I should have learned to put myself first To be altruistic in a self-serving world is the same as being forever cursed
But this world is not what i fear Its the thoughts inside me i refuse to hear An undefeated battle, I can't make disappear I want to run away from myself, everything's unclear
All this pain i try to push away Who knew breathing could make one suffocate? For a man's biggest enemy is himself...one he can't subjugate