and I also wish everyone was friendly towards me because it's not like I blew up the ******* world- I'm tired of half-side glances and avoided eye contact and body language where they point their feet away and checking the time, I don't know what I did to deserve that you know? I'm just as hurt and ****** up as some of them and just as happy and chill and laid back as some of them and just as good of a friend as some of them (but from what I've seen, that's not saying much.)
had homecoming tonight- I wish everyone was just nicer to each other. These school-wide events are starting to really get under my skin. Not sure if I'm being overly sensitive but I'm tired of being treated like a loser.