I hate this girl in my head.
She's gone right now,
But she will be back.

She says she loves me,
And wants the best for me.
Though all she does is lie.

She makes me eat less each day.
I'm losing weight slowly,
But surely.

She shows me the perfect me one day.
And even the perfect man.
This girl even says I might have a chance,
With the ones I want.

I argue with her,
And think I will win.
But everyday,
It's always the opposite.

How she wins is by saying,
"Nobody will love you if you don't listen to us. To me."
And shows me a terrible future.

She tells me terrible things,
Even her perfect friends.
Boy, do I hate them all.

But still I listen and obey,
Because I'm afraid of myself.
And for what I may do to me today.