I am from a pencil, from words, and paper. I am from the two bedroom, one floor home. I am from the roses, and the sun. I am from homemade coffee and depression, from Bonnie and Charlie and Christopher. I am from the anxiety and denial. I am from not throwing things and not living life in fear. I am from Angels surrounding, and Omnipotent protection. I'm from Hartford and Greenwich, statesmen and viscounts. From the pain in their eyes and rage they expressed, and the ignorance of men. I am from the wall where the past hangs in frames. From pictures of possible better times, yet maybe not any greater. From pictures that may be of worse times, hidden behind these smiles.