I've mastered the skill of how-to-keep-going even when everything's gone wrong because for me, things go wrong a lot, and I've ****** up a lot so if people leave me I know what to do now, you know? and, yet, it never stops hurting. it never gets easier when everything's gone wrong. But it doesn't mean I won't just keep going and keep living my life. I'm better now. And if my mistakes in the past define who I am, then ****, man, who the **** am I? I tried my best. That's all I could do. Gotta keep going.