I've seen wild
Been in the bad
Seen abuse, the tied knot noose
The happy,
The sad,

I've trained myself
To realize the past doesn't matter.
That the future is near
The bloodstains are clear
From my lost brain matter.
Scattered, I want to be flattered.
Treated like a woman
Talked to like a girl
And bathed in a real man's world.

Not a boy's.