Your reluctance to bark, your canine ogling. How I envy you dog. Because you are innocent. Because you dawdle in your coil of tonal mane. Because you weep no deaths. Because you somersault no beginnings. Because you do not heed the call of silence — just stupidly beautiful curiosity you cannot word, a scruff grunt or a maniacal burst of motion. Because you only find yourself in a ***-lock and drowse right after. Because there is nothing in this world too immense for your smallness. Tottering behind the furniture, sleeping underneath the study, wagging your tail vehemently, welcoming with beastly pounces any stranger heralded by the wind passing through opened doors,
because you have no daily commute, no dread for the inevitable, because your fruitions are measured to no better than a toss of supplication or simply gnawing at an old bone.
Because tomorrow i will go to Pasay and earn a living for perhaps, nothing— my works remain unread, my voice still dies in its reticence, if not clubbed state. Because tomorrow there will be a long line of people running in circles on the head of the nail and soon it will rain.
Because you and I share the same air yet never carry the same iron of crosses or surmounts of ineffable boulders — i feel more chained without a leash while you feast in the manna of hours, chasing a speck of shadow or lounging at every time-trickle.