i exhaled what was left of me into what was left of you spilling into streets, into changing hands my mind stays on this, the stinging of distance and the fit of your voice in my ears the thought is without heat, without body, yet i know i am alive to it alive to the dripping of the rain running between tired gutters and to the thaw of orbiting debris in both night and day but i am most alive to the way you dissolve me, the simple fact that my astronomy is yours
and even when i sleep, i get this feeling; it feels like everything around is her