You act as if I meant to do it I remember when you called I just had a beer Fell asleep in the recliner Couldn't hear who it was and hung up You called back ******* me out for 5 seconds But quickly turned to joy I knew you were great I never lied I do love you Why do you think I wrote a farewell letter I wasn't good enough for you and never will be I'm the **** of the earth A heathen picking up crumbs I remember that call I remember I sat on the hood of my truck Asked you to be my valentines Because we both didn't have one I wrote you a poem even though it wasn't my best I tried to convince myself The greatest lie I ever told myself Was that maybe we could work Maybe I did find that special someone That missing puzzle piece To this jumbled up brain I'll say it over and over Even when you refuse to listen Hey, I really do miss you I'll always love you No matter how many times you say I'm lying