I don't hate my life, but sometimes it feels pretty worthless to say the least. I'm 20, a pretty useless age. Stuck between a teenager and being able to drink. I work about 45 hours a week, pay my bills, eat a lot of junk, barely get enough sleep and repeat. I see my boyfriend for less than 24 hours a week, and I'm lucky to see anyone else. Adults always tell me to enjoy this time alone, because one day I'll barely be able to find a minute. But I don't think they meant this much. Everyone needs a little conpany, otherwise the walls start to speak.