I have this hot pink heart with lace taped to the edges, and these deep, deep truths that I suspect might be lies; I have this system for secrets and, though softly imperfect, I do have a pair of magnificent thighs. I have this floodplain soul that's a place for the thirsty and *****, but sometimes it's still not enough. I cradle my faults like things that need saving, and sometimes I burn with shame just like with love. I have this leaf in my hair that I picked up while walking; it was pretty, that early, still covered in frost. It's not much, what I have, but it's more than I came with. I'm counting my blessings since you counted your loss.