It's going to end, I keep telling myself. There's nothing in me to defend. So I'll keep my heart on a shelf. But how lucky was I to know you. I loved you a whole lot, So that's one thing that's true. But everything else? I don't know, I'm not sure. Because if you No, WHEN you leave I'll question whether your motives were pure. Was I used again? Do I trust too fast? Because if that's really true, Then that "friend" will be my last.