It's a blurred line between Saturday and Sunday I want to lie in the street Or down a bottle of wine The sun sets on the falling leaves And I sat in the corner Watching beyond Me I wish I knew myself The way I want you to I wish I wrote love songs The way I used I am so bitter now I've lived 100 years I loved none more Than the rest of us did (Too many or not at all) Everyone around me is walking in circles And I'm trapped in an ellipse Manic to panic to slow to stop I used to want a quant life Cherry red door and Pickett fence Now I'm so restless I swim without a backbone I sleep on sticks and stone