"Open up to me" they say
Everyone wants me to open my thoughts to them
To share what's going on
"Don't you trust me?" They ask
But it's not like I don't want to talk to you
It's not like I don't trust you 
It's that I can't put into words how I've been feeling lately
Something inside me is breaking slowly and I wish it would hurry up so I can move on with my life
There's this constant pain in my heart that spreads throughout my entire body
I often wonder if I should see a doctor about it
But then I remember when the pain began;the day you left 
And there's no cure for heartache
This is all so familiar
And I can't understand why I keep letting it happen to me
People keep saying they miss the old me
That they don't trust me anymore
I dreamt last night that I had rebuilt all of the bridges I had accidentally burnt while trying to regain myself
But during this I realized that I like it better when we don't talk
Fewer relationships mean less ways to get hurt
And less sympathetic faces