They say life gets better and what not
but sometimes it doesn't
whenever therapist speak about recovering they tell you a wonderful story where you life gets better and all this ****
but they fail to mention all the lives lost to a tragically beautiful disease
because that's what depression is
its tragically  beautiful because you may have suicidal thoughts or feel really low but in the end you embrace the disease
you come to terms with it that you either get better or die trying
and by the looks of it, you're not going very far
they don't tell you how to live with the disease that's slowing taking over you life
they don't warn you that you're bound to loose friendships because despite them saying they will stick with you through thick and thin they simply don't
they don't tell you how to survive with it and that sometimes it doesn't get better.