It's often said "If she returns, it was meant to be" This makes thrice Because I'm so ******* nice And the grip you have on my heart in vice But ******* lo, what light through your window breaks I'm just a moth to flame Frequently burned, and the salve is pain You're my worst habit Words from a cigarette addict I could put it out on my arm Even though I don't self-harm But good God, my mind's a swarm And even though your red stained lips drip venom into my soul Baby, I can't let you go 'Cause every time I close my eyes That perfect night replays in my mind You and I held tight in that candle's light And every other sight Your hand in mine And the way our lips would fight **** Every bone in my body aches Every time you say you can't stay The thought of you many miles away Feels like every atom in my body split in two 'Cause all I really need is you My motivation The only explenation I need when I look to the skies for the answers I seek The only anchor in my life that is a roaring sea I love you, but you don't love me