Smoking to reach another dimension,
Far from the emotional tension.
I can't take this sensation of you constantly on my mind.
Feeling the hurt after I ignored all the signs.
Drinking to put myself in a condition though I know it'll just be temporary.
Meeting someone new is just so scary.
Feel like they'll all do me the same,
Just playing tricks with me, it's all about the game.
I don't understand why I keep getting hurt,
A consistent cycle that drives me in the dirt.
Numb to the drugs as they provoke my mind with temporary feelings,
I can't even describe how i'm feeling.
Drugs can't even do no healing,
What's the meaning?
Of a girl with a good heart but always run over,
A girl that has so much to offer,
I guess I matters well stay sober.

-dpk