this time i'm an angry toucan spitting eager saliva & i want you to rip my plastic beak off & whisper secrets into my slippery face
this time i'm an open book & i want you to place your fingertips on my soft worn pages & read me between the lines forever
i want you to be a magnifying glass mirror to show me my inconsistencies made of stretched wool fibers and hemp and wood held together by shiny clots of ink oil and glue
this time i'm an open door numb with apprehension & i want you to surge into the threshold of my bare bones like a molecular flash flood burglary polishing my darkest stained corners with spiraling velocity
this time i'm an oak sapling planted in your backyard spinning & dazzling in the sunlight & i want you to water me daily so i can grow with you to unbelievable heights & suddenly sprout flowers from my sinewy arms
this time i'm a babbling brook cascading over slick brown rocks on a lush hillside & i want you to stir the moon like the wind & listen appreciate my serene grace
because this time i need someone whose lips can be a tissue to the tears on my soft cheeks before they turn cold & calloused
i need someone to sink their teeth into my shoulders & collarbone to wake me from this superfluous daydream
i need someone who beds naturally into the ribcage nest of my plaid flannel shirt
i need someone who will dance with me across an empty landscape into something bigger & deeper than just the starless sky above us
i need someone who wants to learn the overlapping language of my eyes & hands
someone who will lounge with me like an odalisque on the birth-bed of aphrodite drenched in the shivers of the moon canopy
someone who can blur the lines between my cerebrum & theirs so that we become a stitched together quilt of soft memories in our imagination
someone who has been in a trainwreck before & knows precisely where to kiss to make it all better