God reveals that the harder that you try to get close to him.
The more that he shall bless you with him drawing closer to you.
The more that you study his word on a daily basis , he shall use you.
For everything has a season with him as well as some people.
That are in your life, some are there forever as well as some for a season.
But Christ shall never leave your life, he is walking by your side.
For he is there protecting you from some of the evil one attacks.
He is building up the Love that he has place in your heart long ago.
So that you may release it in loving others with his Agape love.
This is the Love that you show others that came from Christ himself.