being this young hurts like a dagger, too as their eyes divine something in me, or their hurtling way of being so ineffably in place and i, placeless, skin flushed hot like receiving a multitude of tongues, this juvenility, everything around me is lissomeness just— tryingly closing my eyes hoping to be awakened by the roaring of blood in vein, put to sleep by a lapidary brush of hum: a delicate soft-petalled song but i am a child lost in a field of various flowers.