I am desperate...
Desperate for affection that I know
  will never come from your
Hands
Mouth
Or even your heart
Constant give and take,
With me always giving and never
  taking what I want
Or taking what I deserve

I let you hurt me
Allowed you to evade my questions
But answered yours truthfully and
wholly

I feel stupid for still wanting you
I feel stupid for always sticking up
   for you when everyone is saying,
cut her loose!

Now I'm laying bed wishing you'd
   text me back
And trying to hold back tears
My hands are shaking because of
All my fears....

They all look like you

29/9/15