I feel powerless
the sorrow covered me
I feel the agony
takes over me.
My heart is tearing apart
its so painfull and so hard
I am depressive...
Hopeless I swim in sadness
I want to run away
from this madness.
I feel like a looser
without faith and hope
without ambition and love.
I am scared
I am screaming for help
I am hidding my self
from this world
and this place
to be alone by myself
Only river of tears
burning soul full of fear
and I try to push away
and it hurts me all the way.
And this little spark of hope
searching always
because I am lost.
But maybe one day
not so far away
the sun will shine for me
and I will be ok