Its early october morning its very quite here and I am bored.. Watching the fireplace and ruminate about everything I guess... Flames are dancing lightly and playful and its realy so cool. The heat trys to rap my body,wants to warm me help me,save me. Give me faith to forget my past and move on fast, but I feel so cold inside confused mind and restless heart. It was another restless night in the mental hospital. I am done...