It was all a high and I knew it and I rode it
But that wave has crashed and its settling in now
My family is broken, my family is broken
And I saw the pain in your eyes, the guilt, the sorrow
And I walked away because I couldnt stare at them anymore
I walked away and left you standing there hopeless
Shouldn't you? Don't you deserve this?
When will my hands stop shaking and when will my breathing normalize
The numbness of trauma only stays because of adrenaline
But now it's gone and the pain is here and I'm left not being able to breathe
As I escaped the horror of inside that broken house
Sitting outside shivering, broken