Searching for hope to belive and be strong to keep moving on and on and see the things I do wrong like to see the full storm in my heart,my broken soul feel the pain growing faster in my veins accept the worst and anyway keep the fight for a better life. Thoughts are running in my head faster then the heartbeat everything I dream about disappears in the dark cloud How can I belive that anything can change? Make a wish from the bottom of my heart with a new light with a new start I am searching all the time sometimes I am up sometimes I am down waiting for a miracle to come...