Free falling through clouds, lost sight on what is around. No parachute in hand, yet no worries of the outcome. I will, once I land. Not quite yet.. Crying. Unaware if they're tears of joy or tears of sadness. What I am doing is complete madness. Or could it be the pressure, & force of the wind? My tears are now falling with me. They are the salt water that made the ocean beneath me. I fanilly crash, so deep into the cold sea. The oceans temperature has taken over me. No movement, no heart beat, no longer holding my breath. No sound heard from me, because I have already drowned, before touching "ground".