many important messages unsaid
deep in the soul of my heart keep
sentiments that are so beautiful
yearning to be expressed to her

you see, my mom and I are not close
I know in my heart this is my loss
wishing every moment I can express
but I was born like this to care less

I saw everything in my own eyes
like watching field full of butterflies
in her walk she make my father smile
my siblings, she comforts them don’t cry

how she faced, embraced problems with smile
with grace she knows if you tell a lie
how I envy my friends relations
to their mother, they express in passion

writing this make me wonder and dream
that myself came out to the door clean
a change person who express his feelings
walking, running, talking and breathing

now I show to my mom how I feel
this message, this words, that are so real
I’ll weary the words “I love you Mom”
unexpected event she is gone

I cried and cried and cried this is hard
this emotions, this love stings so bad
message untold makes my soul unclean
suddenly I woke up, it’s just a dream